Full-Blown Agony: A Personal Battle Against the Puzzling Suffering of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It began on a overcast weekday morning in the autumn of 2016. I was working as a educator, attempting to manage a new group of students, when a sudden sensation bloomed behind my one eye. Then came quick jolts, like electric shocks. As the school day came and went, the discomfort eased and then came back with greater force. Four times that day I left a teaching assistant with activities and ran to the staff bathroom to douse my face with cold water. I tried aspirin, but the pain remained unbearable.
The headaches returned frequently that autumn, and again in the spring, soon forming an yearly cycle. September and October were the worst, then the late winter. I could anticipate the routine: aura in the morning, early twinges on the commute, full-blown agony in the classroom by 9.30am. In late 2019, a GP finally sent me to a neurologist and I was diagnosed with cluster headaches.
Cluster headaches often start with intense discomfort around one eye that persists up to three hours.
About one in 1,000 individuals are affected by the condition, and males are more often affected. Attacks usually start with abrupt, severe pain around one eye that reaches its peak within a short time and continues for up to three hours. Episodes occur in cycles, daily or several times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or facial sweating. There exists an episodic type, which occurs in periodic bouts; others have chronic cluster headaches, characterized by the lack of extended symptom-free periods.
What connects patients is the severity. One study scored the pain at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than broken bones or pancreatitis. A separate found a significant percentage of cluster headache patients reported thoughts of self-harm during bouts; the figure fell to four percent when they were pain-free.
Val Hobbs, 74, a long-term patient from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her attacks started when she was a toddler. “I would throw myself on the floor and hit my head. That was attributed to being spoiled,” she says. Her condition worsened through her youth. Alcohol in her teens, like many causes, made things more intense. After drinking alcohol at her school leaving party, she recalls hardly being able to see on the transport home.
Her relatives often mistook her episodes as intoxicated episodes. Support eventually came from her father and then from her partner, her spouse. “I was very fortunate to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs took office work after moving, but often concealed her condition. She was dismissed from one job, in part due to absences during episodes. Her breakthrough diagnosis came in 2002 at a national neurology center.
Nevertheless, the failure to plan daily activities around erratic pain took its effect. She especially hated being unable to plan social events, being seen as unreliable as a co-worker, and even having to be looked after by her children during the incapacitation caused by the most severe episodes. “It steals from you of the small freedoms we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She remembers obtaining tickets for a significant concert, only to have an episode inside a portable toilet.
Headaches have been described throughout the ages. “The first account of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in 4000BC,” write experts in a publication on the topic. They linked the disease to an evil entity who afflicted his victims' heads.
Ancient medical texts propose unusual treatments for what some observers would classify as a migraine. In the middle ages, severe headache was identified as a separate disorder, with treatments ranging from herbal concoctions to other, more superstitious cures.
It was a European physician who provided the first detailed description of a cluster-type attack. In his writings, he describes a patient “afflicted with a very severe headache occurring and vanishing daily at fixed hours”.
The disorder were only officially recognised by international medical committees in 1988. From the mid-20th century to the 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a problem with a key artery which supplies blood to the head. Leading specialists in diagnosing the disorder explain this.
In 1998, scientists published the results of a study for which they had induced cluster headaches in patients and observed the episodes in a brain scanner. The data, published in a major journal, showed increased activity of the a brain region, which is responsible for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in pain, and a reduction when they recovered.
In spite of such advances, diagnosis remains slow. Jamie Charteris's symptoms began in the 1980s and felt like “a modelling balloon being blown up behind my one eye”. GPs thought he had a sinus issue; he underwent four surgeries before finally being correctly identified in recently, after a doctor researched his complaints.
Neurologists say delays in diagnosing and managing happen because patients are rarely seen during an episode. “You're exhausted and low, but not in agony,” a doctor says. He works by ruling out other common headache disorders, such as migraine, before confirming cluster headaches. A detailed patient history is crucial: on which part of the head do symptoms appear? For how long? What season? Are there triggers, such as certain foods? Certain features such as tearing, sagging eyelids and stuffy nose help confirm the diagnosis. Once identified, patients may be referred to specialist clinics. But a lot of first go to emergency rooms or are given inadequate therapies.
A charity trustee, 78, has suffered from the condition for most of her life, although she hasn't had an attack since recent years. When she was in her 20s, she had her teeth extracted because dentists misinterpreted her symptoms. She believes dentists still need much more education. When another patient sought help from a support group, it was Chapman who replied. The author recalls calling a support line during an attack in 2021; a reassuring volunteer guided me through oxygen therapy and drugs until the attack passed.
Official guidelines on treatment recommend that sufferers are offered high-dose oxygen therapy and/or a specific drug administered by nasal spray. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic options include verapamil, which apparently soothes the attacks of some people.
But consultant neurologists argue the guidance need revising to reflect a clearer treatment process and help general practitioners avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, the treatment window is everything: “The length of the bout determines the treatment.” Brief bouts with occasional episodes are managed with acute therapy alone. More prolonged or more intense periods require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with steroids. Many patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a bout – an injection into the side of the skull where the pain is that reduces nerve activity.
The national guidance need updating to reflect a